Oh dear. Writer’s block. Good job I’m not a writer.
How to overcome writer’s block? Ignore it and write anyway.
Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Nope.
So. Lesbians.
I’m in a room full of lesbians. 100 lesbians.
Seriously, what is wrong with me?
I think I have mental sex block.
I think I am desiring sex with men because, as a lesbian, I’m unlikely to fall in love with a man. The only people I’ve been seriously contemplating of late, have all been men. And I am currently terrified of women.
Either that or the apocalypse has finally happened and I have turned straight.
I’m pretty sure it’s the first though, being terrified of having my heart broken. Again.
They don’t train you for this in lesbian school do they.
That still doesn’t QUITE explain why I would find men attractive.
The good news is… I’m currently feeling a heck of a lot of empathy for those confused about their sexuality! If I’m honest, totally honest, I always used to be a bit scornful of it. Like how can you not know?! You must know but are hiding it, that type of thing.
Well, yes. Now I’m sorry.
Sorry I was a total d***head.
Ohh thank you google. Thank goodness there is a word for me. There’s a word for everything. Ok, here goes…. Homoflexible. Hahahaha. Oh dearie.
Yes tell me about it…I find it confusing too. I hate some aspects of my own gender, including myself and for some reason I am even finding that I am just full of crap today. But there are particular attractions with each gender I think. I notice, speaking as a masochist, that a lot of dommes masculinise themselves, and indeed a lot of men, myself included find TG dommes impossibly attractive because they do not need a strap-on. But then why not men as such, and well, when I think of men physically, I find them dangerous but also attractive. But I would rather talk to a woman any day. Men drive me nuts, neurotic and vain, always needing reassurance etc. It would not take you long to get sick of us (men that is) I think. But this is a post that made me smile, and I still have not responded successfully to it. Yes I am confused about my gender orientation, but my desire for a hammering and humiliation has always taken priority because it seems to me to be so ridiculous and mad. Thank you – I love your blog, you are so offhandedly cool!
Haha you just verbalised exactly what I was thinking… but decided against including in the post (Why, I don’t know.) That is exactly how I have been seeing men of late… coming fully equipped with a ready-made strap-on
And here is one I made earlier…
Such a difficult decision….maybe we have novelty value? (not sure though – don’t want him hanging around). …)
I say just follow your desires and forget about labels and genders. If you find yourself wanting to bed a dude, so be it. You’ve been hurt before so it’s only natural to be scared to get hurt again. Take it slow. When you meet the right person they will help you break through that wall, you won’t have to do it yourself only be willing to help. Does that make sense? Haven’t had coffee yet and having a hard time putting words together lol.
Break through the wall
Yep… I think I follow. Very big wall it is too…!
No worries, my dad has one of those big sledge hammers in the garage
I feel like…I get where your coming from. I WAS in a relationship with a guy for nearly 5 years and while he is my best friend (still even. which is nice of him) I am not in love with him, which was a pretty good alternative to getting my heart stomped on by the girl I liked…
Goodluck and dont worry too much about the labels.
Not sure…a line gets crossed – but is it crossed for you – I think it is. If it is not so, well, then no worries at all. But I read borderlines everywhere in that little reflection. It is true that it is good to see the suffering that imprisons us – and to question it. I do not want to contradict the other two replies, not what I mean. But I think it does depend on what it means – to you.