The rifts are beginning to occur. The arguing. Pointless arguing. Irritations. It’s jealousy. I no longer have her attention. And it comes out… as spite and bitterness. There’s not an awful lot I can do to control my feelings. All I can do is apologise. She understands. It is only going to get harder. It’s a balancing act. Trying to remain friends with your ex when she’s seeing someone new. And trying to not want to rip her new girlfriend’s head off.