Ok. We called it an experiment. Changing boxes. Lesbian to bi. On gaydargirls.
I can reveal it has been a somewhat interesting experiment. I have been offered approximately 10 times as much casual sex, (I should be recording numbers shouldn’t I to be properly scientific.), sent about 10 times as many naked pictures of naked ladies. Mainly breasts. In fact, I think I have seen so many breasts I’ve been put off breasts. (If that’s possible.)
Most of the people contacting me are bi themselves. Some of them, in a relationship, but have a love of the ladies… Hubbie doesn’t mind if they ‘play’. Sometimes hubbie wants to watch (lovely). Others are unattached, bi, with kids, just looking for fun.
I was going to write a post about how soul-destroying the whole thing is. Being a lesbian / bisexual lady. I’m aware that this happens in straight circles / swingers etc… but is it not all just a little… sleazy???
It seems I am at a sort of junction, I have a choice. The women who are ‘looking for love / Ms. Right’ well, frankly, I’d rather eat a rat the way I feel right now about stuff like that. I don’t want to go leading anybody on in that way….
Or… well it’s the sleazy route isn’t it. Which is, winning my attention.
Great. I’m a big sleazy sleazebag. Yes, I know, there’s nothing sleazy about wanting fun / sex. I appreciate the honesty ladies, really. I just wish your husbands were a bit more attractive to be honest, no offence.
Or there is the third, rather more appealing choice… run away and become a nun. Can you still do that nowadays?
When did this blog turn into Carrie’s off sex and the city?
I couldn’t help but wonder….. is it actually possible to go off breasts? Could too many breasts have reduced the impact of the breasts on myself? Or are they the wrong breasts? Do I have to wait until I see the right pair, will it be love at first sight? Or should I look at people’s faces? Perhaps I’m a face girl. Would it be better if the breasts were a surprise? If I have already seen your breasts what is the point? Where is the fun? I don’t want to see any more breasts dammit. There are breasts everywhere and I can’t face them. I can’t face up to the breasts. They are too big and too breasty. And they make me want to run away and become a nun.
Please. No more.