3 days off antidepressants and I’m crying. I’m not making this shit up. Paranoia is back. Paranoia that nobody likes me. Feeling alone. It’s a feeling, not a circumstance. My circumstances haven’t changed, just my headspace.
There is your answer, right there. It was worth a try. If I hadn’t run out of pills I never would never have tried coming off them.
So, I guess my ‘set’ state is depressed from now on?
It’s the way you see things. When on fluoxetine, something bad happens in work, you make a mistake…. It’s easily forgotten, I move on, I continue doing my best. My attitude is to make up for said mistake, and I’m able to. With a smile.
When not on fluoxetine, make a mistake, oh god this is the worst thing ever, worry about the mistake, unable to move on, make up, paranoia builds, distraction, oh my god I’m going to get sacked.
I’m not even making this shit up. Or maybe I am. 3 weeks it took for my antideps to take effect, 3 days in reverse??
Or is it the placebo effect. No drugs. Oh my god I’m so depressed.
Enough to make me cry?? For the first time in ages. For NO reason. Crying for NO reason.
Crying for no reason is the worst reason for crying.