Had a shed load of dreams at the weekend. About ten or so. Will update at some point. Maybe.
Quick life update . Um. Did my exam, still waiting for results.
Have decided I want to have surgery this year though I am really in no hurry. My drugs are making me nauseous, exhausted. Had a week off them, realised I felt brilliant, apart from starting to flare. So want to get off them.
I am scared like a little chicken shit, can’t say I will go through with it, but I’m trying to get the ball rolling.
I have been on no dates. Pretty much celibate.
My boss wants me to do 3 more paintings for the surgery and he pays quite well for them. So that’s that.
I sound like a deflated little puppy.
Still on the antidepressants. I’m ok. Probably above average.