The last video here was one of me teary eyed so here is one of me not teary eyed to make up for it
I went to the hospital. They sent me home. Going to go back next week and see my gastroenterologist. But at least I did something about it and am doing something about it. I’m in a flap about work. I will probably go in on Monday if physically possible because they need me, then hopefully maybe Tuesday I can go to the hospital and try and sort myself out.
Now I’m guilt tripping myself that it’s not that bad. If I feel better for an hour I just feel guilty. It’s ridiculous.