I don’t know what I want

Human contact. Relationships. Friendships. Physical contact. I’m in this weird frame of mind. After my spate of one night stands which did not make me feel very good about myself, I’ve been online, and meeting people from online offline. To be crude, I have offers, multiple, and presumably bona fide… From men, boys, young men […]

Liebster Award – questions answered

Thank you John at Writing the Body for this. 1.  how old were you when you first masturbated? I have no idea. 11, 12, 13? Your guess is as good as mine. 2.  how old were you when you first made love?  16 3.  name four songs that you really love, and that you have […]

Credit in the straight world – BDSM and me

One reason for my exploration into BDSM. Online and otherwise. Community. As a lesbian I fell into a community, consisting of lesbians and gay men. Many gay people, especially men, the ones I know, do not have families, so to speak. So the support group consists of friends. Many who remain single. So much so, […]

Toy Box

I missed butt plug day! Oh dear. The Bedroom Submissive – Plug in Sundays Anyway, I’ve been searching on the internet for an image of my butt plugs (Not my actual ones, nice clean ones like have just come out the factory) anyway, long story short, they are nowhere to be found. I don’t remember […]

Your hands around my throat

What you did to me makes me want to cry. Especially when I’m drunk. And I want you to know that. I want you to know how terrible you make me feel, through your selfish, thoughtless actions. I can still feel your hands around my throat. Alcohol is great. It gives me confidence. Everyone is […]

In my dreams… I am a person.

Okie here it is. John over at Writing the body wrote a beautiful poem, by the title above… and me being me, well I turned it into a song, kind of. The pictures are mostly from the X-files episode ‘Never Again’, Gale Harold from Queer as Folk USA, couple of Brian Molko (Placebo) and a few […]

Has anyone ever died eating a crumpet?

Yes, yes someone has but how that brought you to my blog I’m not sure. http://www.thisiskent.co.uk/Woman-died-eating-crumpet/story-12787752-detail/story.html#axzz2OnaYQtN5 This post is just, I guess a commentary, what I think when I look at my statistics. Which is not very often. But tonight is the night. (Search terms in bold): – gel electrophoresis of psp1 and phg327 after […]