On caring for yourself

I haven’t blogged in a while. I’m on a high dose of steroids which doesn’t make it easy to put sentences together. I finally relented and accepted that my flare-up was not going away by itself. I deprioritised my work, if you will, and I can’t remember the specifics, but ended up taking oral steroids […]

Falling behind

Fallen behind on my blogging again. Haven’t been recording my dreams which seems a shame (to me) because I like having this little record here. Anyway, here is a song of mine, not mine, a cover of mine. I’ve done it before, the song, but this time I am actually drumming. And I don’t think […]

Stress and bodily responses

I’m the happiest I’ve been in a long time. It’s a shame my body doesn’t know it. There is stress, good stress, excitement, gets my adrenaline pumping. I feel challenged, stimulated. Again, it’s a shame my body doesn’t understand. I look down the toilet bowl the water has turned bright red. I wipe myself, stand […]