I bought a wireless keyboard. It’s good but I still can’t do it lying down. I am being worked ragged. It’s kind of atrocious. I’m exhausted. I have an exam I’m too exhausted to do anything about. The thought of having to get up on a Saturday morning to go to class makes me feel […]
If I could go back and pinpoint the exact point the damage occurred, it wouldn’t help. I keep going back for more. And she fucked and she died inside till there was nothing left but a pile of tobacco. Inner peace. “Tell me”, she said “do you think it’s natural to have obsessions?” She thought […]
You delete the photos in a moment of anger and sadness. All of them. It’s liberating. Like an alcoholic pouring a bottle of whisky down the plughole. You think you are making progress. But you will slip up. There will be more googling and more photos downloaded. Your collection will slowly build again. At least […]
…and then you grow up and realise it isn’t any easier.