I don’t know what I want

Human contact. Relationships. Friendships. Physical contact. I’m in this weird frame of mind. After my spate of one night stands which did not make me feel very good about myself, I’ve been online, and meeting people from online offline. To be crude, I have offers, multiple, and presumably bona fide… From men, boys, young men […]

Hitting nails on heads, sexuality and gender.

With a woman: I will be a woman with breasts, a clitoris, a vagina and an hourglass figure. I will be a man with a chest and a phallus. I will be both, or neither. With a man: I will be a man, with muscles and stubble, sideburns, a beard and an Adam’s apple. I […]

Thoughts in my head – should they stay in my head or not?

So. I had an interesting conversation with someone last night about online things. Online relationships. Anyway, I’ll come back to that. Oh God, this is all in the wrong order. So what is in a name? If you fall in love with someone called Erika, which of course you would because Erika is lovely. Things […]

In the interest of equality… (vulva)

There you go, black and white, or is it sepia, vulva. Fair is fair. Both of these images make me feel queasy. I don’t know when I got so frightened of women. I’m feeling a little traumatised. I want something, ultimately, a relationship. But I’m too scared. Terrified of being hurt. Terrified of women. To […]

Answer to the question about the strap-on…

… and a bit more. Maybe just stick to the carrots then J 🙂 I used to be mainly the wearer of the s/o. Two reasons 1. Well I liked to fuck women, still do and 2. I was never very good at being penetrated, just couldn’t do it. Had various problems that I won’t […]

Pick a zone, ladies.

I cannot takkke it. Assuming we were given a choice, which we’re not, but assuming we were between straight, gay, bisexual, lesbian… Do not choose ‘lesbian’ it is the worst combination. You have been warned. Why do women need to make everything about 100 times more complicated than it already is? Women can’t ‘just have […]

5. Swift Expression blog challenge – My nemesis

Part of the blog challenge from Swift Expression. I was doing them in order, but no. 4 has escaped me… I have an idea but it may involve me changing out of my pyjamas. Anyway. Question 5. ” Create your nemesis. After you have described your nemesis in detail, describe at least one new thing that […]

Yes man (woman).

I have been blogging a bit less lately because I’ve been doing things for a change. I’ve become ‘Yes man.’ In that I say yes to things instead of no. And I’m a woman, not a man. Still technicalities… And I feel sooo much better. Sooo much less depressed. My ex is in the process […]