Antimony

  My humiliation is your triumph Conversion to the bodily The heart has its reasons Shameless, violent, depravity She’s dark now and empty My intuition This human condition Your jealousy I’m dying to meet you in spite of it all This primitive phallus is standing up tall You’re courting The Devil I’m taking the fall […]

My own child

Having a child that is so much like you. It is you. An extension of yourself. A SAFETY BLANKET. A reassurance that it is ok to die, because half of you is left. Or two halves. I am at the point in my transition where I still have spot bleeding. I have ovaries. I know, […]

In alkaline

There’s something in the way she talks to me She’s giving me the first and third degree There’s something in the way she runs from me There’s something in the way she wears her clothes There’s something on her mind that no one knows No one really knows quite where she goes She’s killing all […]

Blood brother

Heal blood brother Lonesome lover Don’t feel afraid This sweet serenade is for you, my love I’ll fuck another bitch up I’ll fuck another bitch up Heal blood brother Lonesome lover Don’t feel afraid This pin-pulled grenade is for you, my love I’ll fuck another bitch up I’ll fuck another bitch up Run

Three songs

Shame. An acoustic song I wrote tonight. It’s kind of sad This is a cover of a song by Brand New I did yesterday. It was the first time playing actual physical instruments since my surgery. I remember laying in the hospital bed listening to a YouTube video of them playing live, the first new […]