I don’t know what I want

Human contact. Relationships. Friendships. Physical contact. I’m in this weird frame of mind. After my spate of one night stands which did not make me feel very good about myself, I’ve been online, and meeting people from online offline. To be crude, I have offers, multiple, and presumably bona fide… From men, boys, young men […]

Hitting nails on heads, sexuality and gender.

With a woman: I will be a woman with breasts, a clitoris, a vagina and an hourglass figure. I will be a man with a chest and a phallus. I will be both, or neither. With a man: I will be a man, with muscles and stubble, sideburns, a beard and an Adam’s apple. I […]

The walk of shame

Both feet tripped at the same time, sending her flying forward. There was no rescuing herself. Both knees hit the ground with a force great enough to graze her legs through her jeans. She let out a high-pitched self-pitying scream, rolled herself over to sit on the pavement and started to cry. She was glad, […]

In the interest of equality… (vulva)

There you go, black and white, or is it sepia, vulva. Fair is fair. Both of these images make me feel queasy. I don’t know when I got so frightened of women. I’m feeling a little traumatised. I want something, ultimately, a relationship. But I’m too scared. Terrified of being hurt. Terrified of women. To […]

Smoking (hot cock)

Anyone notice he’s smoking a menthol cigarette? No… I didn’t think so.   I have no legitimate reason for posting this gratuitous photo. If anyone can think of a reason, let me know… No, still can’t think of a reason.   Perhaps as a commentary on how I feel able to post this photo. Would […]

Answer to the question about the strap-on…

… and a bit more. Maybe just stick to the carrots then J 🙂 I used to be mainly the wearer of the s/o. Two reasons 1. Well I liked to fuck women, still do and 2. I was never very good at being penetrated, just couldn’t do it. Had various problems that I won’t […]

What if being straight was frowned upon instead?

I’m sharing this video because, well, I think it’s really powerful and well-made. It did make me cry, I must say. I have been fortunate enough not to have been a victim of bullying this extreme, I have not been beaten up for being gay, but I have seen it happen, and many of the […]

Pick a zone, ladies.

I cannot takkke it. Assuming we were given a choice, which we’re not, but assuming we were between straight, gay, bisexual, lesbian… Do not choose ‘lesbian’ it is the worst combination. You have been warned. Why do women need to make everything about 100 times more complicated than it already is? Women can’t ‘just have […]

Tentatively changing boxes – call it an experiment

What a palaver. Let’s call it dipping my toes in the water. Not sure I want to jump onto a “Straight” dating site. Oh my word, what a scary prospect. Where is the dating site for homoflexible females and sensitive men who find lesbian qualities attractive? And what would you even call it? I don’t […]

5. Swift Expression blog challenge – My nemesis

Part of the blog challenge from Swift Expression. I was doing them in order, but no. 4 has escaped me… I have an idea but it may involve me changing out of my pyjamas. Anyway. Question 5. ” Create your nemesis. After you have described your nemesis in detail, describe at least one new thing that […]

2. Swift Expression blog challenge – Invisible Flame

Part of the Swift Expression blog challenge. Join in at Swift Expression’s blog here. First I was thinking of dreams being invisible, because they’re inside your mind, not really visible, only to you. Then I went to the whole sleep paralysis / old hag thing. Flames / lighter flames… most flames are invisible at the tip. […]